Grades make me wanna kms

I absolutely hate it my math grade sucks and if I fail I’m getting kicked out of varsity I’ve literally worked so hard towards everything and my grade just ruins it I tried so hard in managing everything even my schedule my friends can’t even support they just laugh I genuinely don’t wanna be a disappointment to my family or even my teammates I feel like I’ve really let down everyone including myself I geniuses don’t know what to do.. my grades aren’t completed yet and I still have a test to redo if I really fail thsi test it’s the end for me and I don’t want that I really don’t wanna let down any one but I already have. I’m crying alot and I’m trying ny best to focus but I’m really stressed and upset I’m not sure how to feel rn

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Ryannnnnn · 31-35, M

It's not the end. The pressure of university is ridiculous and unrealistic so don't feel bad. I'm in my third year of study and I've had like 4 stress breakdowns in a few months, nearly dropped out and I have no motivation anymore due to how stressed it made me.

If you don't make it this year you can finish in the future, and have some fun and live your life. People aren't machines but universities are run like businesses, they want your butt in and out the door.

Quit being so hard on yourself, I probably couldn't even do what you've done studywise. Especially mathematics, you'd have better luck getting a cat to take a bath than tell me to do that.

I have 3 years of study after this to do what I want to do, while working at the same time, I don't think I have it in me to be poor and stressed for another 3 years. Sometimes you have to do things to realise what's important, fuck expectations from society and others, you get one life.