a nonsensical vent about my position in school

i find myself being stressed a lot these days, running around doing errands and trying to help others as well as doing my own work as an assistant to the head prefect. it's pretty tiring. it's on my exam week as well. i feel exhausted after just 2 days coming back to school. and my stomach has been in pain for awhile now, don't know the reason why but it just hurts. i can't even take a day off tomorrow despite not having any papers because the discipline teacher summoned me. i admit it was my fault because i mixed up some orders but i know well that i'm just going to laugh it off after being blamed on again despite me knowing it is my fault. it was a mass order for the prefects' jersey and i messed up one order, they got the size right and all but when we distributed it, the person got the wrong sleeve type. and it's all my fault. i know i can handle this but i just want to cry it out and vent here since i don't want to burden anyone by talking about it to them..