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i hoped i had someone to be next to me when im crying. my family doesnt really supports me, my dad makes fun of me cause he bought me a lot of stuff and i didnt do anything with, my mom just puts on me all her nerves, my ex whom I love makes me cry all day because the stuff he does to make me be mad, i am just tireed of everything and everyone. i wish i had the money to go in another country and start a new life with new peple----------- my boy best friend doesnt trust me and fought with me on the new year, my ex who i trusted with my life went to the people that hated me and made fun of me. my mom keeps telling me to get out of her house etc. im 17 and i dont know what to do, i dont have a passion, im weak, i dont have a friend or a family. i really just want to d_e at this moment, i still dont get the purpose of life😐 i wish in the future that i will live in a new country alone with a job that i like:;;::