hi ig this isnt meaningful

i rlly need to get things out i always wanted to vent to my friends but i found it mean i mean imangine ik fuck my spelling a kid with dyslexsia okay. being the therapist friend ik how its feels.today is christmas and my parents didnt get their christmas present i thought ending me would be to much... i have been trying to keep clean with sh but i did it today. im staying at my friends house for some weeks my real friend tbh god has given me a good life i just dont appriceate it. my dads abusive towards my mum. my 2 lilttle siblings is all i have i didnt want them ti lose me. okay im acting like a jerk this is stupid