After cutting my friends off

After i cut them off last night i decided to stalk there socials and they seem pretty happy even mentioning other girls which they were getting really close with since Christmas break started i haven’t really talked to them personally after dec. 15 so all of this happened via chatting and it all feels surreal i just cut my friends off and i have to no other to talk to hang out . Kate was the only one who checked up on me while Kay and Janiel just ignored me and hanged out with there other frnds . They even said that there’s no point in me fighting since it already happened and that they didn’t mean to forget to tell me :(( . I really miss talking to them but they don’t miss me this situation makes me feel so unwanted it keeps making me cry and mad at the same because they keep making it obvious that i’m the least liked friend i don’t know what to do i really wanna start over with then but it seems pointless because they already don’t want me .