Im in pain...

This boy that ive been knowing for months tried to kill himself today at 12:45pm and if it wasnt for me calling to his phone now he would be dead... ive never cried this much.. my eyes are swollen but i saved him.. im so happy i saved him but i need to give him the help he needs... he is somenone that can understand me and doesnt deserve death at this age.. (16 just achieved on october), he just wants to be happy and have someone who gives him the attention and care he deserves... maybe that is me

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FreestyleArt · 31-35, M

Be careful though. You might have full hands from him. I wouldn't spend way too much time with him. I know we care about people but there is a Balance we need to worry for our selves. I've been there for unfortunate people and wasting so much time that you can't have time for yourself whatever it is.

I've been keeping distance ever since. It's a huge Sacrifice we can't deal with much longer.

anonomouss · 18-21, F

Im so sorry that you had to go through this it must have been so traumatic and sad for you, a similar thing happened with me and my boyfriend it traumitized me and i can never let go of it. Everytime he's in the bathroom for too long I always think he's going to cut himself or just do it and it terrifies me. I understand how you feel

childgod · F

@anonomouss sometimes when he doesnt answer his calls when i actually know he is sad about something it worryes me a lot to...

gdon39 · 46-50, M

I'm very sorry for everyone involved here. Particularly the immense pressure that has leveled upon you.

I have had a very similar experience three times. Twice by one person and the other, different.

Feel free to message me if you choose, It may be heavy now but it becomes even more in short time in my experience.

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