I feel numb. From the yelling I receive, to thinking of suicide. What am I doing on earth? I frequently ask myself this. I feel worthless. Is this depression?
I don't think this is depression, but you should take a professional help if you feel like. It does get painful when you are at the receiving end, you are young and precious, hey i feel you and here if you need to talk, take care and stay strong!
You should definitely find someone to talk to. You dont have to suffer with these feelings alone. There are alot of people out there just like you....believe me...