Quick update

They are now sending hateful messages to me and telling me to go k!ll myself. Telling me I'm a selfish b!tch and that I shouldn't be alive rn and I shoul just leave this world bc my existence is not needed.
I just might as well die if no one needs me bc rn I just feel as if I'm a burden
Edit 2: I don't want to explain the whole situation yet so maybe after I do something about it I'll explain the entire thing including the outcome