I hate who I have become
I realised now that I've changed so much bc of my old so called "friends".
I hate it so much but it's so hard for me to change now.
I'm known as loud, aggressive and su!c!dal.
I was never that way to begin with. Before I started year 7 I was a bright happy child who was kind to other and a bit of a people pleaser. Before I changed I only had a friend and "she" was someone I knew from primary so we got along well.
After I moved classes I made new friends. Most of them we kind and all but idk why but I felt safe around them.
But one day they were talking about things saying 'oh short Asian ppl re aggressive' and some more bs. At that time it was easy for words to get inside my head due to the fact I trusted them so much. So I became what they said.
I regret it so much... changing for others.
I honestly wished I changed for myself and for my happiness. But it's too late now.
Now people assume so much about me but they know nothing. I'm so sick and tired of everything.
I hate it so much but it's so hard for me to change now.
I'm known as loud, aggressive and su!c!dal.
I was never that way to begin with. Before I started year 7 I was a bright happy child who was kind to other and a bit of a people pleaser. Before I changed I only had a friend and "she" was someone I knew from primary so we got along well.
After I moved classes I made new friends. Most of them we kind and all but idk why but I felt safe around them.
But one day they were talking about things saying 'oh short Asian ppl re aggressive' and some more bs. At that time it was easy for words to get inside my head due to the fact I trusted them so much. So I became what they said.
I regret it so much... changing for others.
I honestly wished I changed for myself and for my happiness. But it's too late now.
Now people assume so much about me but they know nothing. I'm so sick and tired of everything.
16-17, F
