Vent 12/03/22

He is the sweetest, funniest, and cutest man I've ever met, and I've had a crush on him since 4th grade.On November 3, 2022, at 10:16 p.m., I confessed, and I was surprised when he told me he liked me too since we were little kids. He told me how much he admires me and how cool my personality is. We stayed in a puppy-love platonic relationship because of the strict parents I have. We always update each other, tell each other about our days, and sometimes even play online games. "What do you want me to call you?" He texted me, "I don't know, but I think "Be" is a cute call sign, don't you think?" I replied. "All right, be HAAHAHAHA!" he replied, and I felt butterflies in my stomach; "God, I love this man so much..." I mumbled.I don't want to lose him; I want him to be truly mine. I told my best friend about him too: "He's cute; too bad you're kinda ugly, lmao, just kidding," my best friend said. I just kept my cool and continued our conversation. "What is his social?" she said. "Why did you ask?" I replied and let out a soft, awkward chuckle. "He's just handsome, lol," he said. I stood there and just told her his social; she left after. Chatting with him, he kind of changed; he's not updating me anymore, he never texts me, he just leaves me on read, like always, and he barely talks with me. "Be, are you okay?" Is everything alright? I texted him, "I did something wrong; I hope you forgive me." He replied, "I was staring at the message, trembling and confused, as he sent another message: "I'm sorry because I won't update you anymore; I don't have any time for you anymore." I really love you, but I think it's the faith that is playing with us. I read the message and broke down; he must be joking, right? I think about it for a second. He was really serious this time. "It's okay, thank you for telling me," I sobbed, "have a good night."I went to bed, convinced that I had done something wrong.I checked his profile for the last time; he was still friends with my best friend. I scrolled down and saw a new post with his friends commenting on it: "You don't have time for love but are in a relationship with ___?" "Admit it; you keep telling me about this girl ____. Just confess already". It hurts me to see that the girl they're talking about is my best friend and her classmates.I hope you're happy with her. I won't forget you. I love you.

-Unknown person.