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i think im mentally ill

okay so im not sure now if im going crazy. a couple of months ago(i moved to my dads oct 1st) before i moved to my dads i lived with my mum...and she brought a man into our home who was her boyfriend so okay it was around july 2021 and it was going alright. then the start of march the abuse started he would hit my mum apparently and i didnt see it i heard it and their screamings and him threating my mum. he threated me once, walked on me showering three or two times and my mum use to call me names sometimes but i understand shes messed up in the head because of him. my nana on my mums side doesnt believe me that he hits my mum. i heard it, i heard her scream. HEARD THE HITS AND HIM THREATING TO HIT HER AND THEY DONT BELEIVE ME AND NOW HERE I AM STUCK MENTALLY ILL AND WANTING TO COMMIT
YMITheWayIM · 46-50, M
Imagine awakening one day just to realise that you are 33 years old, have 6 dependent to take care of, not much of a career, a personality disorder to live with and breathtaking communication impairments as well.

That's exactly what happened to me 11 years ago. The point being,
I might look like a ruin
But I'm still standing.
You can not really control what your mom chooses to do but the best thing for you is to get yourself out of that situation so that you do not get abused yourself
eMortal · M
You’re sure it wasn’t some rough sex? Anyways, it looks like your mom needs more help than you do.
SW-User
I’m sorry you’re going through this and that no one is listening. You are not ill but trapped. Your mom needs to step up or maybe it’s time to call the police.
Heavenlywarrior · 36-40, M
Follow your intuition. This is happening. If you don’t make the change you want to happen happen… then you will keep sinking deeper and deeper in your own fears
ShadowWorker · 61-69, F
I'm sorry you are stressing...for good reason too. I'm sorry your mum is in denial...
Take care of yourself. Blessings
I can’t blame you for thinking that. maybe talk to someone online about these feelings?im just suggesting stuff
th3r0n · 41-45, M
Sounds like he is the one that was mentally ill, and caused psychological damage to the two of you
MichelleCooper · 16-17, F
Call the police in secret, explain them the situation and they will take things from there.
Mysterion619 · 26-30, M
Call the police and get him arrested. Get a restraining order put on him
caccoon · 36-40
I'm so sorry, this must be terrifying.

Please reach out to police, and research women's shelters in your area. If you're not sure where to start, call the hospital and/or the police to get a start on where to recieve support can help 💙 you deserve to be safe
SW-User
You know what you heard and you know that he walked in on you when showering. You don't need to doubt that unless you have any reason to believe that you're delusional. Don't doubt yourself.

 
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