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I feel like everyone hates me and nobody likes me, I don't even think my friend likes me. In my mind I think they think I am annoying, I would join a call and they would just mute me right away and nobody would notice it. Sometimes I also feel like I'm trapped inside a cage of anxiety, fear, sadness, and anger. I feel like nobody is ever there for me at my lowest but always there for me at my highest. I feel like i am too nice and my friends will take advantage of that. I feel like I am not enough every time. I'm sorry that you had to read this and I think I wasted your time, but thank you if you read this.

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S4TRN · 18-21, T

I know this feeling i'm going through it right now, I give so much to my friends and receive nothing back. And my depression and anxiety have been takin over my brain. I've been trying to be more positive but it's hard to do when it feels like life is against u.