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I feel like everyone hates me and nobody likes me, I don't even think my friend likes me. In my mind I think they think I am annoying, I would join a call and they would just mute me right away and nobody would notice it. Sometimes I also feel like I'm trapped inside a cage of anxiety, fear, sadness, and anger. I feel like nobody is ever there for me at my lowest but always there for me at my highest. I feel like i am too nice and my friends will take advantage of that. I feel like I am not enough every time. I'm sorry that you had to read this and I think I wasted your time, but thank you if you read this.