I’m I wrong for being upset

Okay so friends tend to leave me left out even though I’m asking like what is happening or I want to join the conversation. And one friend lets call him (S). So S is always making me feel left out when we’re in calls he will say to one of our there friends let’s leave this call because I’m being to loud even if I’m not talking. And I have talked to S that what he does hurts my feelings. And all he said is that all of it was a joke but I’ve express I don’t appreciate those jokes. Then my other’s friends with talk in a group chat that I’m in and then say let’s call when we are all talking then call I’m a group chat that I’m not in. It’s like if you didn’t want me there just text in a chat without me. Maybe I’m being too
Sensitive but what they do hurts my feelings and I just don’t want to continue this friendship if I’m only getting hurt. I’m sorry if it sounds all weird I’m upset as I write this