I really do hate this house

During Covid my mother moved in with her sister because of quarantine and she thought it would be a nice idea for all of us to have court on together at least a get Through Covid and maintain some insanity or something I don’t know OK sure after Covid I thought we just be going back to where we live but know that wasn’t the case that’s OK my memories want to say an extra year two years pass this is the third year right here I am cramped in a small room with three girls I am a 15-year-old a 10-year-old and a 12 year old are living in my room it is hectic but yet I always get the blame and I’m not trying to be like oh my life so whoa I need help someone save me know my life is actually pretty good but the situation I am in right now it’s pretty bad basically what happened today is that the PS4 controller or connector thing broke my cousin got really angry about it and said having an attitude towards me so I gave him the same attitude but in a less version then he starts saying stuff and saying oh you’re broke and I’m like why would you even say this kind of stuff it doesn’t make sense so I got angry at him and I started him and then my mom and my uncle are like oh what you’re saying doesn’t make sense that you have to have empathy you have to have this I’ll see if I have an hour but I don’t wanna say because I’ve been to 90 I don’t know why I have to keep using this excuse I don’t understand what you mean by empathy in the situation he came and had an attitude that I broke the thing I told him I didn’t break it this is how I took it out and it was bent like this boom he took it he said he could fix it OK then he said he saying this is the only one we have and I said but you just said you can’t fix why you still no talking about the other thing and I told him you’re pissing me off and Chico you’re pissing me off and he’s Ojinaga I’ll see if he was really surprised that I said pissing me off as he didn’t say bad words with his friends anyways that’s a conversation for another day and my mom and my uncle were like you guys have empathy towards each other is deceived the only pinpointed or took certain amount of the conversation and you know twisted it because that’s the same thing that happened before and it’s happening again and I told my mom is the same thing that’s happening and she thought I’m talking about me being in the situation no it’s about me being in this house and I hate it gonna be in the countries on the light I love you being in a school that is racist and I still take it to the state and no one has listen to me Honestly I’m just writing that because I can’t tell my mom and the kind of excluding me for stuff so I don’t really care anymore but you can’t really killing an African home you have to care and I meant to be downstairs and I’m upstairs in my room they’re probably gonna come here and beat me but I don’t really mind anymore because I’m like so tired of living I might as well just get a meeting today because I wanna feel something