i eanna die

i only got this to let all my feelings out lol but I feel like shiitttttttt. im so disappointed at myself for not doing enough. I've given it all my best but its somehow still not enough?????? my mom barely talks to me anymore and I feel like its because of my grades. my dads just physically there except he never does shit. he never wants to talk to me and its probably because he thinks I'm a disappointment. i just want people to be proud of me just for trying atleast. idk why my mom thinks that because my sister can do it, I can aswell. i juts wanna die bro I'm so tired of this shit
:')