I dont wanna go back to school

I see my ex who i dont even want to see, hate that guy. I dont even know my classmates, no one talks to me. I have social anxiety and a low self esteem, no one seems to understand. I look ugly. I have been given the most ugliest face ever and I cant even do anything about it. Im done, im tired, everyday is a struggle. Im doing my best but im not even seen. Im like an invisible nobody. So yeah, Im tired. I just wanna sleep and never wake up.

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SW-User

It sounds to me like you're suffering from depression, as well as the other issues that you mention, and depression makes everything seem like utter shit when in reality it's rarely as bad as it seems. Whereas body dysmorphia makes you see yourself as something ugly or warped from reality, depression does the same to the world around you. You may actually need some support in order to feel better and cope better. That might be medication, it might be therapy, it might be both.