I hate myself and the way i look

so other than me being very sad i wanted to appear more masculine like i wanted to get cool piercing's and short hair but i dont think my mum will like it. and beacuse im a top heavy person i just hate it. i hate being a girl i just want to be not a girl and not a boy i just dont wnat to be anything. i dont want to exist and i hate myself for thinking such selfish things but like why. and i wanna change myself but since im a minor and have strict parentsd there is probably a very low chance of them actually letting me do what i want becuase im "to young to know" like i might be to fuckinng young to have depression or anxiety but????? like pick a side. i just ahte myyself

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sirenofthesea · F

Wow entries from 13-15 years olds lately on this site are devastating, the youth really are very broken and lost. Sorry I cannot help you, our society has done this to you. All I can say is I was very depressed and suicidal as a teen, luckily meds were not around then. Now I’m an adult and I’m very happy. It may all change one day and your sense of gender is very fluid and will change constantly as you grow too. I see these constant gender confusion posts from 15 year olds in reddit constantly, it’s a worrying trend.

SW-User

You might want to learn to love who you are and stop hating everything.

I think you ARE too young to change yourself in ways that don't work with you as you are.
As for depression and anxiety, maybe ask your parents to set you up with someone you can
talk to and express your feelings. Sometimes, we need some help to deal with life and even
ourselves.... I think you need help, but not to be someone you aren't already, but to be able to
see the good in yourself.

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