I hate school

Everyone sucks in School I don't fit in I hate everything there,
I feel like an outcast I want to be like them too I don't want to be that weird anime kid no one talks to it's annoying I want to kill all of them
They want to see me suffer... It'll be fine if i was like the smartest kid but I'm just above average... What's worse is that I'm treated like a doormat I'm just that one kid with the good hotspot wifi or that one kid who can draw really well. I do have friends but are they even my friends?? I feel like I went into their duo or something if they don't like me why hangout with me?? Don't even lie to me it's so annoying I hate everyone I want to kill myself

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Ryannnnnn · 31-35, M

Okay well tomorrow, start with deciding to be 90% of the person you don't like. You know when you should be saying something but you're not doing it, the frustration is pointed inward instead of outwards.

Treat yourself with respect and others will follow suit, you don't take crap, you're fine with saying no and it doesn't phase you, you walk with your shoulders back and you're just doing you.

Make the adjustments, see what happens, don't need to go to the extremes at all