i hate myself.

i want to be someone who does not care what people think of them, i want to be someone pretty, i want to be confident, i want to be social, i want to have friends, i want to have someone who loves me, i want to be educated, i want a loving mom figure, i just want to be happy, i do not want to be myself, i do not want to be here anymore. i hate myself.

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Penny · 46-50, F

well, they say you get what you give. when i find myself feeling like you do i think how i can do it, make myself that way, and if i cant then i try to help others feel like how i want to feel and maybe they will reciprocate to you in turn