I'm so tired

i enter this competition a month ago and it type of competition that got dragged out. i am so tired, i feel like i have to make my group move, i have to tell them what to do. like dont they have coomon sense like do other stuff too not just the task you are assigned. goooooooood. im so mad ad stress bc i have to win or atleast get into finals because i need this i need this bc im the only one from my school i need to show them all this sacrifice were worth it wort it. but my groupp dont want to cooperate especially he and he like aaaasjkbhufwdhgffhhgry im so tired/ im always own my own. always have been. i just gooooooood i need to win this i need to i cant , i cant dissapoint my school. im so stressed i havent sleep for 2 days now. i vbhgrfyrrhbjuhegwygewyfg im just not in a good emotional state right now' why my group wont cooperste. we have this kid who is USELESSSSSSSSSSSS literally like whats the point joining the competition if you are dumb in it and he kept crying cryiny crying crying like suck it up kid. the world is cruel, you have to stand up against scrutiny, the world will kill you like ants, just step on itlike goddddddddddddddd, why i get this typw of groupppppppppppppp. i just need to win this, i need to. i need make them happy if i dont they will look down on me. i m s o t i r e d like as always

peace out