@Ozdharma do not think less of yourself, just think of yourself less. When you have a rich inner life you won’t be so obsessed with the outer.

Well, for starters, you have toxic friends. You should probably dump any one of them that is trying to make you feel badly about yourself.

START with dumping the ones who do that to you, because they are toxic and shallow and don't have enough brains to care about anything but themselves and their own shallow looks.

THEN, when they all pile onto you, and tell you that you are mean and ungrateful, you will be able to tell them that you ARE grateful...grateful that they have shown their true selves before you wasted any more time with them.

You need to make friends with people who don't judge by looks so much they sound mean to me and if you feel like talking you should talk to your mom she will probably understand