I love him really.

Everyone has had a relatively harsh opinion of my boyfriend as of recently. His cheating came to light and Everyone who knows has been trying to get me to leave him. And while theyre probably right. Were working through it. What nobody's seeing is how much work hes putting into our relationship to fix that hes ruined. I love him. I do. Id give anything to keep him. But idk. Loving him is hard. Our trust is still rocky and hes either way to lovey or ice cold. Theres not much of a sweet spot. But at the same time i find comfort in the chaos. My anger has died down and my heart hurts less. But it still feels wrong to continue loving him.


I also became really good freinds with the other girl lol.