melancholy

Why do i cant enjoy my life
Being in hs isnt fun
I dont want to grow up
I dont have friends irl, because none wanted to befriend with a weirdo yk,
I dont get things that i like/wanted, but thats fine
My parents treat me differently
I am ugly, and unherited my parent's bad things (ex always getting sick/asthma)
My siblings get good things but i dont
My mom doesnt help me at all, she js keeps making me feel uncomfortable and feel like i am a burden, or maybe i was rlly a burden.