I'm not okay

My boyfriend and I have been together for over a year now. Over the past few months we've had our ups and downs. I have been feeling so out of it lately. He has recently expressed an interest in taking a 2nd partner, and I am torn. Am I not enough for him? Or is it that I do not deserve someone who can love me and me alone...? He says I'm the kind of woman no man should ever fumble... so why is he okay doing something that could put him at risk of losing me? I guess it may also be my fault for promising i'd never leave... my heart hurts so much.

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Nanori · F

He isn't the right one for u, and I promise you that he's playing mind games to keep you with him even if he can't have all of u he'll snatch as much as he can till your soul is completely lost.

blackbow · 22-25, F

@Nanori I truly feel like i've already lost so much of myself in him.

Nanori · F

@blackbow this isn't for u, if you haven't become a stronger individual by now then this isn't a relationship its just abuse
He won't stop, him saying that either means he hasn't known u enough during all this time u spent together to know how much those words can hurt you orrr he doesn't care about how u feel at all
Which is terrible either way

Don't let yourself get hurt more

blackbow · 22-25, F

@Nanori Thank you, Nanori!