...just want to express my feelings lol
[excuse my bad grammar]
so it was friday, 28 oct 2022.
i was at school, and doing my things like i always do at class. study, talking with my friends, and etc.
there's was my ex. he's my classmate. it's been 3 years since we broke up. and i still can't move on from him. i dont know why. he's sucks btw. he really had a bad personality as a students. i hate him. i hate the way the talks, the way he walks and everything. i hate the way that he used to be my boyfriend. i supposed to forget abt him, but i don't know why.
so it was religion's subjects and i had nothing to do ( since i had done the note that my teacher ask for ). so i talked with my friends, elly ( fake name ), we're bad talking abt our classmates ( it's my bad habits for talking bad abt people, and they dont even nice to me so do i )
suddenly, my friends, suzy ( fake name ) came to us and told me abt F ( my ex ). he flirted with A. i hate her very much. i hate both. they're such a red flag. both of them have partners but long distance partners so thats why they flirting each other at our school. it makes me sick af. he used to be mine. he used to flirt me before A, but i had nothing to him. bcs i hate him, i dont like him. he used to call me 'sayang' (darling). which is its makes me moreee sick abt him. how can he can be like this type of person after we broke up. he dont even did anything when we were in relationship and ignore me for 1 years.
so back to the story, suzy told me that F and A holding hands together and he called her 'sayang' hahaha. i was in my mental breakdown that time haha. i mean, yk, i can't move on from him even though it had been 3 years. it more difficult how i always face him everyday. i have nobody. i cant like another man. bcs of him. i hate him so i hate all the man that i met. they're just same like him.
i was crying that time lol. suzy was shocked at me how i cry abt that. i told her that i cant move on from him.
our relationship not even that long. its abt 1-2 weeks. yes, that was so short. but i dont know why i cant get off from him. i still have that feelings for him even though i act like i dont.
so it was friday, 28 oct 2022.
i was at school, and doing my things like i always do at class. study, talking with my friends, and etc.
there's was my ex. he's my classmate. it's been 3 years since we broke up. and i still can't move on from him. i dont know why. he's sucks btw. he really had a bad personality as a students. i hate him. i hate the way the talks, the way he walks and everything. i hate the way that he used to be my boyfriend. i supposed to forget abt him, but i don't know why.
so it was religion's subjects and i had nothing to do ( since i had done the note that my teacher ask for ). so i talked with my friends, elly ( fake name ), we're bad talking abt our classmates ( it's my bad habits for talking bad abt people, and they dont even nice to me so do i )
suddenly, my friends, suzy ( fake name ) came to us and told me abt F ( my ex ). he flirted with A. i hate her very much. i hate both. they're such a red flag. both of them have partners but long distance partners so thats why they flirting each other at our school. it makes me sick af. he used to be mine. he used to flirt me before A, but i had nothing to him. bcs i hate him, i dont like him. he used to call me 'sayang' (darling). which is its makes me moreee sick abt him. how can he can be like this type of person after we broke up. he dont even did anything when we were in relationship and ignore me for 1 years.
so back to the story, suzy told me that F and A holding hands together and he called her 'sayang' hahaha. i was in my mental breakdown that time haha. i mean, yk, i can't move on from him even though it had been 3 years. it more difficult how i always face him everyday. i have nobody. i cant like another man. bcs of him. i hate him so i hate all the man that i met. they're just same like him.
i was crying that time lol. suzy was shocked at me how i cry abt that. i told her that i cant move on from him.
our relationship not even that long. its abt 1-2 weeks. yes, that was so short. but i dont know why i cant get off from him. i still have that feelings for him even though i act like i dont.
