you know what
I actually understand that. Especially if its the first time, thats when it hits the hardest. The thing you gotta understand is that guys tend to do that alot, I'm not saying this to make you feel bad, but its something that happens loads. They meet a girl, talk to us and when we become close they suddenly start to distance. Its something I'll never completely understand, but it could be for different reasons - either they caught feelings for you and try to avoid it because its something theyre not used to, they could have lost interest, he could even be doing it without realising.

My advice is to not dwell on it too much. I know, i know its way easier said than done but from personal experience, the more you hold onto it the more hurt its gonna hurt you. Go girl, get a glow up, live life to the fullest to the extent that he'll actually want you back. But remember, never expect anything off anyone, that way youll never get hurt