Abt my bsf

So my bsf since grade 1 is real gorgeous its beauty and the beast im the beast or prom queen and me and i always feel like left out or not in the mood my bsf is just perfect and beautiful she can stole anyones heart... Even my crush everyone i have liked since now and looks at my bsf like they like or anything shes beautiful with mask no mask filter or no filter and i only think my crush talks to me for my bsf and she have a lot of friends is funny while im just not that good looking is just smart nothing like her.. And people never really look at me they are here for my classmates or her.. Its like good students with her or as in me i got in trouble but does have good grades i honestly think that i will not be able to pass its like famous people or anything i guess i could or u could just say im there?. I always get block in photos does people or god hate me?? And i always think i am an attention seeker the post abt the vp crying and everyone saw her the muse said "(name) is crying! " she noticed me even the treasure i guess they just think im an attention seeker maybe not idk the first one to notice was the sergeant of arms then my classmates seats away from me anyway thats all😅