Am I that worthless?

My best friend, she's talented at basically everything, and she's also a lot prettier than me, she also is more friendly, funny, talented, pretty, smart, literally almost everything. Everytime someone asks her about something related to her talents, I always feel like a worthless trash near her, she's smiling at those people, while I'm basically just there, imagining what it would be if I was more of a ''perfect'' girl. I do not hate her or something, it's just that everytime I'm with her I'll always get that urge to ...., I just don't know what to say, and also the fact that my family also compare me to her, saying she's smarter, talented, prettier, basically just better than me. I always feel like a shadow when I'm with her, nobody notices me, nobody, I just want someone to know that i exist, just for once.