I can't do this.

I want a hug. so bad. And I cant get it. not from my parents, not from my sister, not from you guys. I never get hugs. No one ever actually hugs me. I just want one big hug. Because I'm so pathetic, and I'm bad at school, I'm bad at running, I'm bad at spelling, maths, history, biology and geography, I will fail chemistry, and I'll never be successful. My parents always tell me that. You'll never get anywhere, you're bad at everything. And I am, I know. But I don't want to know. I'm not even supposed to be here. I'm a disgrace. I never do anything right, and then I cry, and come over whining about my life that you people shouldn't even care about. I shouldn't come here and I still do. And even tho I'm saying I shouldn't right now, I'm doing it right now. This is why I'm so messed up and this is why I shouldn't be here. And now I wrote this, and I shouldn't have because these are my problems, not yours. I love you all.