i feel lost
im failing classes and like idk what to do i tried to study multiple times but i have no motivation to:( i tried asking my friends for help on tips to study but they always forget about it D:
my parents r no help either, they constantly scold me for being lazy and stuff, i get that i can be lazy sometimes but i just cannot control myself. im glued to my phone 24/7 and everyday when i come back from school i just lay in bed and binge on my phone. i get that my parents care for me and shit but they scold me for almost no reason at all almost all the time even if its not my fault. for exa my brother falls down and my father blames it on me, my mother’s jewellery goes missing its my fault, the computer spoils its my fault, all the things that i didnt do they always blame me for it and when they find iut it wasnt my fault they dont even apologise to me or admit that their in the wrong☹️ i feel like i dont have privacy at home either, my dad doesnt allow me to lock my door and whenever i lock it her goes crazy and starts shouting at me non stop. sometimes my brother goes into my room and locks the door on accident and my dad also blames me for it. i tried telling my parents about how i felt but they didnt even care and just scolded me for being a horrible daughter and sister to my brother.
I dont really like school either D: everytime when i talk my friends either cut me off halfway or they just ignore me. i have a feeling both my friends talk shit behind my back too.i dont rlly know who i can trust anymore and i feel like im the one in the wrong
what should i do i feel really lost and i would love some tops on studying:) thanks for reading my vent lol
my parents r no help either, they constantly scold me for being lazy and stuff, i get that i can be lazy sometimes but i just cannot control myself. im glued to my phone 24/7 and everyday when i come back from school i just lay in bed and binge on my phone. i get that my parents care for me and shit but they scold me for almost no reason at all almost all the time even if its not my fault. for exa my brother falls down and my father blames it on me, my mother’s jewellery goes missing its my fault, the computer spoils its my fault, all the things that i didnt do they always blame me for it and when they find iut it wasnt my fault they dont even apologise to me or admit that their in the wrong☹️ i feel like i dont have privacy at home either, my dad doesnt allow me to lock my door and whenever i lock it her goes crazy and starts shouting at me non stop. sometimes my brother goes into my room and locks the door on accident and my dad also blames me for it. i tried telling my parents about how i felt but they didnt even care and just scolded me for being a horrible daughter and sister to my brother.
I dont really like school either D: everytime when i talk my friends either cut me off halfway or they just ignore me. i have a feeling both my friends talk shit behind my back too.i dont rlly know who i can trust anymore and i feel like im the one in the wrong
what should i do i feel really lost and i would love some tops on studying:) thanks for reading my vent lol
