why i don't feel legit

i feel like im not legit with my problems. i don't do sh i only did it on my fingers with no scars, i never tried to k!ll myself, and im not vene diagnosed with anything. im not going to therapy i have a good bond with my parents, I JUST DON'T FEEL LEGIT!
WHY CAN NO ONE UNDERSTAND THAT IM NOT OKAY...... losing it rn.