Abused, and can't say anything
I live in a sexist family. I have a brother. He is abusive.
He abuses me physically & mentally. I've been studying about psychology so I can tell he has Narcissistic Personality Disorder - NPD. I've tried all of the ways to control him but of them worked. He just gets worse and worse.
Fyi, he is younger than me. I would be the best in the generation of my family if sexism didn't exist. Everyone used to put on me a lot of pressure when I was just a kid, so that is when he started to get jealous and abusive. He uses me as a toy to express his anger every time he gets mad. He beats me up, uses hurtful words and names to call me, even ruin my social media accounts & books.
What do I do about it? I keep quiet. It isn't allowed in my family to fight back, but I guess I am the only one who follows this rule. Mostly because I don't want to disappoint my parents, and if I do, I'll be punished. No one really cares about how I feel unless I speak up, but the only "careness" they do give is criticism and hatred. In short, they hate being exposed and they would do anything to shame me and make fake proof that I "lied" about them.
My brother gets mad all the time with dumb stuff, like going into my room or going downstairs could piss him off anytime. Whenever he gets uncomfortable with something, I am the victim. He uses hurtful and harsh words towards me and sometimes with violence, he tries everything to blame me.
It is getting really bad right now, I'm getting mental and physical disorders because of him. But I do not have a device to report to the police or anything, because my parents don't allow me to touch techs. In addition, I'll have no home to live in because none of my relatives want a girl in their family. I'm still a minor, so I can't get a job.
He abuses me physically & mentally. I've been studying about psychology so I can tell he has Narcissistic Personality Disorder - NPD. I've tried all of the ways to control him but of them worked. He just gets worse and worse.
Fyi, he is younger than me. I would be the best in the generation of my family if sexism didn't exist. Everyone used to put on me a lot of pressure when I was just a kid, so that is when he started to get jealous and abusive. He uses me as a toy to express his anger every time he gets mad. He beats me up, uses hurtful words and names to call me, even ruin my social media accounts & books.
What do I do about it? I keep quiet. It isn't allowed in my family to fight back, but I guess I am the only one who follows this rule. Mostly because I don't want to disappoint my parents, and if I do, I'll be punished. No one really cares about how I feel unless I speak up, but the only "careness" they do give is criticism and hatred. In short, they hate being exposed and they would do anything to shame me and make fake proof that I "lied" about them.
My brother gets mad all the time with dumb stuff, like going into my room or going downstairs could piss him off anytime. Whenever he gets uncomfortable with something, I am the victim. He uses hurtful and harsh words towards me and sometimes with violence, he tries everything to blame me.
It is getting really bad right now, I'm getting mental and physical disorders because of him. But I do not have a device to report to the police or anything, because my parents don't allow me to touch techs. In addition, I'll have no home to live in because none of my relatives want a girl in their family. I'm still a minor, so I can't get a job.
