just a vent

I’ve never wanted to die more. All of the people I usually vent to are gone, there’s nothing and nobody that can make me happy and I really don’t see a good future for myself no matter what so there’s no point in trying anymore. Every time I try, my situation always seems to get worse and thoughts like these get more and more extreme. It’s almost midnight as of writing this and I don’t plan on sleeping, don’t know how I’m going to make it through to October or even through tonight