Conquering oneself is the hardest lesson to be learned amoung all those pros and cons you've given.

If you don't like a sport then don't do it. For example, if I didn't like video games then why would I play video games?

But I do understand where your coming from as I was in the same spot once. If you've lost interest in a sport then be honest with your dad and cousin.

If your not happy doing something, then why would your dad be happy? If your dads a good dad then he would want to see you happy and smiling and having a great time doing something.

I would just be honest with your Dad and cousin. Maybe arrange to catch up with them and commit to finish the block of lessons already paid for. They will appreciate it in the long run. What I wouldn't do is quit without speaking to them first particularly as your Dad has paid for the lessons.

give 3 months, then see where you are

things worth doing aren't necessarily easy

🤔 Hmmmmmm... Tough decision...