Hey, guess what! Think about this. If you don't like your life, all you have to do is change it around, not make a permanent mistake. Your problems are only temporary. These two, shall pass! There's so many things you can do with your life. If you change your mind, you will change your life, guaranteed!!! No need to do anything drastic. It doesn't call for that. Hey we'll figure this out together okay? PM me and we'll talk about this. But don't do something drastic, that you won't be able to reverse later. Can you imagine your mom and dad coming into your room and finding you dead? Oh my God! That is something they would have to live with for the rest of their lives. It doesn't matter where you do it, it would still devastate them and just kill their hearts, to relive the image of your death or of you in a coffin, the whole rest of their lives. Now I know you don't want that. Take it easy and we just relax for a few days and you know things can change, even in an hour! There's no need to harm yourself when there are solutions okay? So just try to relax. Everything's going to be okay. There's no need to panic okay? We will reason this out together and you will see that there are many options out there but you can't see him right now because you're not thinking straight, so that's why I want you to just relax and don't think of anything. Put on your favorite music and we'll figure this out together. You've got too much on your plate right now so you need to rest. Get some ice cream or pizza and what's your favorite movie or even lay down to sleep if you feel like it, but please don't harm yourself. That is not necessary and it's never the answer. Hang in there buddy! Write to me!!!! ❤🤗