about love
hey, i dont know if this is really considered a vent because its more of me being really confused, but i guess we’ll see? i think i may just need help answering the 2 questions at the end
i’ve been really good friends with him for over a year, and i’ve enjoyed every single moment with him even up until now. i dont think i like him? but the thing is, my heart aches everytime im around him and i have no clue why. he likes someone else, and now he just pays a lot more attention to them and barely talks to me. i respect that he can have feelings for other people but it really hurts and i dont know what to do about it. you’d think that at this point i’d recognise him as a crush but honestly i have no idea, i never blush or get flustered around him but i’ve cried over him so many times.. its really embarrassing :’) whenever i’m upset, his top priority is always the other person and even when the other person is doing just fine he never bothers to check on me. i know its something small but to me it really shows that he doesnt care for me as much as he used to and that hurts a little. but its also confusing because i still dont know if this can be considered a crush? yes, i think about him a lot but i dont turn red when i think of him and i also recognise his flaws (i heard that when you have a crush on someone they seem to be flawless) so can this be considered a crush? and if it is, how do i get over him!
i’ve been really good friends with him for over a year, and i’ve enjoyed every single moment with him even up until now. i dont think i like him? but the thing is, my heart aches everytime im around him and i have no clue why. he likes someone else, and now he just pays a lot more attention to them and barely talks to me. i respect that he can have feelings for other people but it really hurts and i dont know what to do about it. you’d think that at this point i’d recognise him as a crush but honestly i have no idea, i never blush or get flustered around him but i’ve cried over him so many times.. its really embarrassing :’) whenever i’m upset, his top priority is always the other person and even when the other person is doing just fine he never bothers to check on me. i know its something small but to me it really shows that he doesnt care for me as much as he used to and that hurts a little. but its also confusing because i still dont know if this can be considered a crush? yes, i think about him a lot but i dont turn red when i think of him and i also recognise his flaws (i heard that when you have a crush on someone they seem to be flawless) so can this be considered a crush? and if it is, how do i get over him!
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