i miss my ex

I literally love him so so so much, i can't get over him. He has the perfect personality looks, EVERYTHING. he is the only boy that makes me happy seriously he is the only guy that understands what i've been through he is the only guy that I truly LOVED when i first saw him. He is an online bf but i still love him as if he is living in my house. i had made so many plans aboput our future, how we were going to run away and leave everything behind how we were going to be happy together and then we'd be married off. the days and hours that i spent crying about HIM. the hours i listen to whatever he said the conversations everything! i only and will alwyas love him no else just him. i need some help seriously.