I totally understand. Being alone and inactive can be incredibly dehumanizing. If you feel nervous and “annoying” about asking your friends to hang out, maybe you should talk to them about it. You shouldn’t be uncomfortable with your loved ones. You’ll never know ‘til you try. It’s completely fine if you don’t want to contact them about this either. I have terrible anxiety and I know it’d be hard for me too, but I hope this gives you an idea. ❤️