It's so unfair!

I'm 35 years old, single, have extreme menstruation cramps (to the point where I literally pass out) and I don't want kids.

Still, there's no way for me to get rid of my uterus 🤬
I've told my doc that the thoughts I've had about suicide since I was 12-13 multiplies by atleast 5 during my period, and still that's not enough 🤬

Do I need to literally attempt for them to take me seriously?