My family (vent)

i feel humanilited so much, im sick of him and his bullshit, hes been checking my google search history and checking what im doing everytime im on my pc, when im on youtube he would say "if you want me to take it away from you then continue" and i really dont feel neither at moms or at dads, i feel safe and being loved at my gfs, my gfs mom is unsupportive but care about me and my sister, love me and my sister and acts like our mom whitch i love so goddamn much, our mom does not care about us, she does not go anywhere with us and sleeps all day or talks to her friends everyday and im ssick of it, theres even more...im sick of my famyli and i wish i could already get away from them