update with my friends

so like ermm my own boy bff went to erm give me death threats. so like i just said , i wanted to kms because of some issues at home and my boy bff knew that i wanted to kms and he went to msg me that he agreed with me that i should kms but i told him it was just a suicidal thought but he still wanted me to die. Then like the next day he still wishes me dead bcs he msg me that why arent i dead yet. I kinda cried bcs i didnt think my own bff would do this to me but here we are. I honestly have no other friends right now since everyone left me. I might actually kms soon. This might be my last post.