What do i do
I already feel pitiful because im trying to find some place or someone to vent to. I started living to another city for my study. 7 hours travel from my home. I'm living with my friend I've known for almost 6 years but there's something wrong.
She has a boyfriend who calls her every day and her parents she either call or they call, everyday. My parents doesn't. They only message me once in a blue moon. So i kinda feel lonely and left out. I haven't talked to anybody yet. Maybe I won't because there's no one. My problem is, im just really feeling lonely and my social anxiety suddenly activated again and it's so annoying.
I wanted to go home just to ease my mind but friends keep saying that it's fast. I only stayed here for a month and already wants to go home. Im not homesick. I just wanna ease my mind and relax. Everyone is affecting me negatively. I cry most of the nights now silently since i share the same room with my friend. I don't know what to do anymore.
If you're still reading this, thank you for your time.
She has a boyfriend who calls her every day and her parents she either call or they call, everyday. My parents doesn't. They only message me once in a blue moon. So i kinda feel lonely and left out. I haven't talked to anybody yet. Maybe I won't because there's no one. My problem is, im just really feeling lonely and my social anxiety suddenly activated again and it's so annoying.
I wanted to go home just to ease my mind but friends keep saying that it's fast. I only stayed here for a month and already wants to go home. Im not homesick. I just wanna ease my mind and relax. Everyone is affecting me negatively. I cry most of the nights now silently since i share the same room with my friend. I don't know what to do anymore.
If you're still reading this, thank you for your time.
