i hate everything

i've been studying for 8 hours now, no breaks, no food or water or anything and i am so exhausted , and my mom STILL complains about every small thing I do, i just want to scream on how much i am tired but i cant. she just doesn't understand. she takes mental illnesses as a joke and it hurts so much when she clearly doesn't get it but it hurts more that she doesn't even try to understand me at all, and i can't rant to my friends either because they would just gossip or make fun or say its just a phase, and probably it is but i am hanging on dear god life and i feel like im going closer to a black hole and i know for sure i cant get out of it and im honestly so tired of everything.

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I'd be glad at that I didnt have whatever mental illness your mom has. Cause not taking someone's mental health serious or making fun of it is an even worse mental illness and is probably unrecognized. She could even be a psychopath or sadist.
But take breaks. Studying for that long without any reward will teach you to hate studying in addition to making your own health worse. Take care of yourself like you would take care of someone you loved. Cause it sounds like you are the one you are going to be able to turn to most.

Also I recommend the song Popular Monster by Falling In Reverse.
"And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
Yeah, it's not a fucking phase, I just wanna feel okay."

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