Just so u h happening at once

it’s all just so much at once , one cousin got murdered because of love rejection another also murdered because of the drug cartels and uncle got cancer my grandma is close to death and uncle and aunt went missing on a vacation , my brother went to jail , the only reason my parents are still together is because they know how big it’ll effect me and I feel so empty to the point i feel not only mentally but physically empty. This is just to much at once and they all are happening in not even a full week.