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I hate soap dramas. It endless. I think I'm gonna make series drama for my life. Lol.

I feel a bit ashamed and humiliated when my sister insulted me in front of her husband. I mean, c'mon. Of course she is not fake person blah blah but does she has to use that tone to say it to me. Cover up a bit. Look, we rarely get guess in my house. My brother in law is not always at home but still I don't like being called lazy all the time. I skipped chores just one day and she's babbling like 24 hours.


Even in the kitchen. Why is it soooo hard to cook? Well, she is not cooking all the time. I give her chance to cook for her husband. Of course I didn't wanna cook. I am tired being scolding 24/7. There is always something wrong in the kitchen. She even barely go there and whining I misplaced things. Just look for yourself dammit. Besides, I don't even know what's his favorite meal. Her husband working at far big city and coming home would be like special for her and for us too. We don't always have new people in my house.
Aaaannd...
If I cooked too special she will think I'm into her husband. Like wtf. Seriously though it was like soap drama.
I become cold a bit to him making sure she is not thing I'm into him.
Wtf. I am not that desperate.


Today, I let her cook all day long. I'm not gonna help her. She broke my heart when after few argument and conflict. I always giving up and do as she said. I need a break. I only here to because of dad. I rather homeless than staying at home. I don't care if I got raped.. Yeah. She is concerned that when I live somewhere else without them around I give my body to a guy and got pregnant and going home with some shit sad story. No. I rather die than going home.

Sorry for my essays with many errors, typos, wrong grammars and no chronology stories. If you understand, good. If not, just pass. I understand if you don't get it. I am not going to use Google Translate all the time.
Miram · 31-35, F
I understand, I understand a lot.
I hope you will be free one day from all of it.
iamelijah · 26-30, M
@Miram Thanks. I really wanna hug you right now. 😭
Although I think that never gonna happen. Maybe when I die. I hope I move out before turning 30.
I feel trapped for too long.
Maybe I am too obedient. I still respect them as my family. Look after them all the time.

Miram · 31-35, F
@iamelijah

It is not easy, the culture doesn't allow for many safe options but it is also literally maddening to be in there. You have to entirely give up your sense of self, it sucks.

I would definitely hug you right now
iamelijah · 26-30, M
@Miram I'm sending again.

 
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