Am i annoying ?

so basically i like to vent out to people because i thought they wouldn't be annoyed. But nowadays , i hate venting to people. So like on 18th of May 2022 , i broke up with my bf at around 8 p.m. And like my bf so happy i broke up with him because like he got bored of me while we were dating. He lost feelings for me while we were dating . The next day I vented out to my bff about my bf and why he was so happy we broke up. But like my bff looked so annoyed by me venting out to her but i didn't think much and shrug it off. During PE , my bff was like avoiding me and stuff and i thought my other friend told her lies about me to her. After class , i got a note from her that because she was avoiding me and we shouldn't talk to one another. After school , i went to message her on instagram saying that im so sorry for venting out to her. I basically cried the whole night.

daniiii · 16-17, F

bro i literally feel you, ypu need to try cpntrol your mindset and be more mature, try and think twice before u open ur mouth and try to shut up and not speak ur feelings out . most people in this generation nowadays find everything "cringe" and theyll laugh at you, so all u can do is just learn to stop talking and train ur mind.