my life in school

i'm starting to hate school because of some people in class who keep making fun of me and other stuff similar to that. The other thing is that I feel like a failure towards the school and my parents. I've been getting like 3 C grades and a D. I've also got a U grade for my maths. A "U" grade is called an under grade grade which is like an "F" grade. I swear to god i do not want to go to school anymore. I try to get a maximum of 8 hours of sleep so i can feel fresh in the morning when i wake up but sleeping can't fix this tiredness. I wanna scream and shout and let it all out. I wish I could have a better life in school like this one girl in my class. Her name is Jamaica. She's really pretty , has a perfect body and a perfect life. I wish i could be like her. I wish school was a safe place for me. I've been hurt way too much nowadays but i'm used to it. I kinda wanna disappear from this world honestly. I wish life can be better for me one day.