social resources

i am so tired
i know exactly why am i, it's the exams, everything's just so stressful ughhgjj
but overall i'm holding on, it's great
i realised that i deeply crave people's attention though..
makes sense...? i drew a line between me and my friends, creating distance.. i didn't want to for sure

i just don't have any resources for talking at all
and it's been like that for a year or more now ugh
but at the same time i want someone to care for me and worry about me, isn't that funny?
i haven't been able to reply my friend for a while now... it's just texts, literally, but I'm struggling so much
I don't even know why???