i'm just tired yk?:)

i don't even know what's going on with my life at this point. I just listen to Lovejoy, watch Sam&Colby and cry all day. I always get suicidal thoughts, I'm insecure, I'm overweight and eat too much, I think about the stuff that won't happen in my life, I have too many BAD habits, I don't have any hobbies, I'm just not doing anything with my life. And I'm only in MIDDLE SCHOOL. I never really had someone to vent to, cause I didn't feel comfortable venting and I didn't want to make my friends therapists, cause i don't want them to solve my problems. I just want them to be happy and that's it. Tbh the only stuff that's keeping me alive is Markiplier, Lovejoy, Sam&Colby and my bf. If they didn't exist i wouldn't be here, I'd be dead 7 months ago.
But what I'm trying to say, is that I'm just tired and i don't want to be here anymore. But i can't & don't want to do it cause there are people that would cry for days, months, maybe even years if I'd die, and i don't want that. I want them to be happy, without me.

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HEAVENSENTANGEL · 31-35, F

I'm so sorry that you feel this way. Honey you are in middle school, your life hasn't truly started yet. At your age, you should be worried about having fun, hanging out with friends and getting good grades. Give yourself a chance to experience life. You are beautiful from head to toe, dont ever think of yourself as anything less. We girls tend to beat up on ourselves when were unhappy about something. Try and talk to your parent (s) or guardian about your feelings im sure they could help you.

eternalunknown · 22-25, F

Don't do it you're just in middle school you haven't even experienced adult hood/ Stop affirming negative things in your head it just makes you worse of how that you're overweight and how you eat too much. Try thinking about how special you are and that how beautiful you are if you do suicide you won't ever come back again you'll regret it once you take it

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